Monday, 14 September 2015

Odin's 2015

Still broken.
I thought I was okay since the pain was gone, but I wasn't.
I can fight trough the pain, but I can't fight with a limb not responding. I'm usually able to ignore the pain but when I want to take a step and my leg won't move, it's a bit more challenging.
I'm going back to the doctor in the morning.
I'm worried.
My second anniversary in armour is in a couple of days, I don't want my fighting career to be over already. I can't see myself not fighting.
I'll find a way to work around it. If doctor says to take a break, I will. I won't like it, but I will. If he tells me that fighting is not a possibility for me anymore, I'm gonna make it my goal to turn his diagnostic into a lie.
I'm not done.
Overall it was a great event.
Got to hang out with great people. Saw old friends and made new ones. It's always awesome to connect with some of them, feels like coming home to family.
We were able to camp as a family since my husband was able to make it!  Had The Berserker and my brother. It was nice to get hubby to an event. He rarely gets to come. We rarely get to see him these days too.
I'll try to find some positive in my injury. I'll take my down time to practice my weaving. Got some new threads and I really want to warp my loom.
I'll also take the time to organize my thoughts. I need to reconnect. My daughter is starting to show great interest in our Gods, this is the time to share with her. She's always been somewhat intune since we've been raising her with the Heathen faith, but now she what's her part in our blóts and insist on having her horn and make her own offerings. She asks questions and shows interest. She will get answers.
It was a good weekend. Good people, good time.

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